Today was a “work from home” day – why all the quotes you
ask my friends? Well because the “work” is applying for more jobs and getting
pennies online work as well as the business start-up work, “from home” because
sometimes it’s from home but I usually try and start out at Starbucks in business
casual so I don’t just return home from school drop off and take a “little”
(two hour) nap.
It just so happened that I was able to force myself into
Starbucks this morning after drop off and about halfway into my coffee, my dad
(who actually works from home or remote areas at times) walked in fancy pants
and all. So that is where I get the dress up even if you don’t have an office
to go to thing, btw. And I am glad that I did because after applying for more
jobs, after paying bills, AFTER transferring more from savings we had a little
chat. The words he left me with were not ones that I expected, such as “you
should have waited longer to go part time” or “I always told you never to make
a move until you have something else lined up.” No – his parting words were “stay
positive, the kiddo knows nothing but an extremely happy life. Do something fun
today.”
I needed that – to hear from someone who I didn't expect to
tell me to stay positive because what I see as the important basics (i.e. my
child happy to have mom around more after school and a close to normal schedule
life and happy overall) are taken care of. That is all I want, but money just
happens to be a necessary evil that requires a single mom to work full time in
order to make ends meet. I was not down, not “not positive,” but at the same
time certain words from certain people at the right time helps.
Positive Truths
1)
God is watching out. He has a plan and although
I am not sitting doing nothing, I am still also waiting and having faith that
it will sooner than later be revealed to me.
2)
The kiddo is happy and more thriving having more
of a “family life.” More dinners at the table, time to play after school, more
answers to all of her growing “why” questions, and praying at the table at
dinner.
3)
I have more energy to do the things that I need
to do, energy is a hot commodity of a single mom of a Sheldon 3 year-old with
sensory issues to boot.
4)
I am happier, giving me more time to devote to
the things in life that matter. Not just fumble through scripture while
half-asleep for an allotted 5-10 minutes.
5)
Today we have our same roof, ate well AND
healthy, the car is gassed up, and the sun is shining.
6)
There is only one way to go from here and I know
The Truth.
So to ease concern:
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